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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
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Loving May
::jufFeNder | | 6/10/2009 10:19:00 AM |
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Four months on and here i am making an entry into this lifeless chronicle. a lot has happened in four months, mostly major happenings that shaped the future a little more.
i started my three weeks leave, from 25th May onwards officially. but unofficially, it started on the 23rd due to the weekends. i'm supposed to be back at work this coming Monday, 15th June. why do i need such a long break you may ask?
well, the biggest moment of my life happened at the end of May. 30th to be exact. We finally tied the knot after say four years of official dating. and so we can officially circle the word "married" on any forms which require us to declare our status. the best part was, her dad did the official "handshake" and yeah i bet he felt my cold right hand clasped in his during that particular moment. following suit was a whole day affair on the 31st with the traditional proceedings. i've yet to get the offiicial photos from my photographer but when i do, you guys can look it up on facebook or something ya. special thanks to Fadz, who agreed to be my best man. well he's been around for most part of my life and he was the one who re-introduced me to my wife back then. I'm forever indebted to him for that. also, thanks to all my friends and family members who turned up for the wedding, may it be saturday or sunday. i really apreciate it and i can say the same for my wife. i'm sorry i cried while making my speech but yeah, these things happen.
still on the month of may, i also got promoted in that same month. yeah good things all happen at once. the rest of the months are just full of s**t after that. they finally upgraded me one step higher in the hierarchy list. good for me i guess. went for the promotion ceremony on the 27th and it felt weird as i've been covering the same event every year and this time, i'm officially a part of it. but then again, i'm just thankful to god who has been kind to me and giving me the patience and perserverence to endure all the nonsense and crap thrown at me over the last few years.
all in all, May is good. let's see what's next ey...
Monday, February 09, 2009
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always in the mood for something new
::jufFeNder | | 2/09/2009 09:06:00 PM |
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i'm in the mood for something new. just to spice up my life. with the ongoing and ever evolving challenges, i really don't mind picking up something new and if that something new had me interested, i dun mind running along with it.
just like at work, i evolved from holding a single post to having my hands at all sorts of things now. some are good some are bad and some i'm still trying to improve on. i started as a writer, to a part-time photographer, to a full-time photographer and writer. picked up part-time advert designer when manpower was low, and now coming up with magazine layouts on my own. doing voiceovers for upcoming commercials and web videos. gonna be involved in being the emcee for an event and i'm really foreseeing so much more.
but then again, i'm becoming jack of all trades, but master of none. somehow, i can't sit down and do something in which i have a little passion with for a very long time. the passion will somehow remain, but i move on with new things just to satisfy the need to tryout something new. so perhaps, i just have the passion to try out new things. i guess i wanna try out most of the things in life and look back 20 to 30 years from now and see what i've accomplished not just for myself but for anyone or any organisation that i work for.
at times i just feel that i'm doing too much, and like everything else, it spreads thin at times. the skills learnt won't be enough or it's just enough to come up with the basic. i hope over time, i'll go deeper into what i'm doing now. but if not, then i'll go ahead and try out other new things.
hmmm... what should i do next...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
okay.... so how's everybody doing? good? no good? well whatever it is, i just hope everyone's fine. well i know i am. sorta.
oh well, CNY came and gone. all those 4 days of leave, where had they gone to? holidays these days just don't seem the same. they're not as long or as productive as yesteryears... i remembered spending my time chillin, goin fishing back when we had long long holidays. but somehow i just can't figure out what i've been doing with the holidays these days. maybe it's because i've grown older [a quarter centurion to be exact] or maybe it's because of the priorities and commitments i have at hand. i don't miss long holidays, but these days i think i know why they feel shorter. i'm just growing old...
i have 4 months and counting left before i leave the big 'B' behind and welcome the big 'W' into my life. i actually can't wait for that to happen. it's like we've been planning on so many things and now we just have to wait for it to actually happen. the house has been erected all the way up. they're only left with the final installation of the water tank and laying out the flooring and what nots. so i really hope that they'd be ready by May. that's like yeah 4 months from now too. so big things coming in hand in hand. can't wait, and yes, gotta save up a lot more too.
work these days have not been too pleasing on the other hand. there's a very fine line to my passion and work as it is. i love doing what i'm doing, but somehow it's feeling more like 'work' to me these days. maybe because when you get stuck doing what you love doing for a long time, you somehow will get sick of it. and yeah, with the management trying to blend a little bit of worklife with personal life, the voice of the rebel in me is growing ever much stronger. i really believe that work is work and life is life. the phrase work life balance is absolute nonsense.
i'm trying to figure out ways as to how i can reignite previous driving forces and push myself a little further than where i am now, physically and mentally. all these while balancing that thought of wedding preparations. that i need to boost spiritually and mentally too.
i really wonder what i'll be doing 10 years from now. i really do. i asked myself that question quite a few times and somehow, i've not come up with an ultimate answer. they always start with 'maybe'. well, maybe i should try to get a definite answer. not now, but maybe when the future unravels itself in the days to come.
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