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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
24... the number has changed, evolved, added on or whatever you may call it. so i turned 24 on the 24th of December this year. yay~
so let's do a rekept on all the major years of my life.....
23... the period between Dec 2006 - Dec 2007;
the age i got engaged to my ex-girlfriend who is now my fiancee and soon to be future wife. learning a lot on the word 'sacrifice', 'commitment' and 'love' altogether.
22... the period between Dec 2005 - Dec 2006;
i got myself a real job at this age. so called lived the dream of becoming one of those men in blue. told myself to accept the challenges and adapt like any nomad would do. it's still a job today but i try to inject some passion into it as the days go by, not losing my feet on the ground and know where the basis of my career comes from.
19 - 21... the period between between Dec 2003 - Dec 2005;
enlisted into National Service during this period. learnt a lot and went thru a lot of trials and jubilations. the hardship and learning about one true self. 2 years and 4 mths of serving with the army and the police force made me realise the real me inside. what drives me, what turns me off, the disappointments, the joy, friendship, brotherhood, responsibilities, decisions, broken hearts, prioritisation and learning to make amends all happened within this short span of time.
16 - 18... the period between Dec 2000 - Dec 2003
did my diploma in Industrial Design during this period. loved the joy of creating new things, drawing up and conjuring designs fitting to themes and projects. friends in school were nothing but extraordinarily weird and insane kind of people. remembered the times where mingpop, alifah and me were in the the design studio doin our own acoustic performance labelling the sessions as 'Lights Out'. it was awesome filling the room with sounds of jewel, radiohead, dashborad confessional, some of ming pop's originals such as banana split and some others... guess everyone's leading their own lives but yeah, i wish them nothing but the best in their future endeavours....
the period before this was all about secondary school....and primary school of course. friends i made there are for life. friends i cherish and still do catch up with till today. in short, my life has been built on a foundation of their friendship. great stuff that happened, experiences gained and forgotten and the memories will always remain.
i love my life.... at 24, a new one's just beginning....
Sunday, December 09, 2007
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patience....
::jufFeNder | | 12/09/2007 08:59:00 PM |
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November and December 2007. I have to admit... this is definitely the longest and the most testing time of my life so far... the challenges, the endurance and the test of time is really pushing me to the limit. the balance of it all is so off.... there are extremities in the little icons of life and it all lines up to test out my patience in handling things.
i guess for those who knows me, they know that my level of patience is never a peaceful picture of mount fuji hung up on a wall. it depends on my tolerence of people around me, the circumstance and all the shitloads of things that are going around.
my level of patience have been tested by my close friends, my family and even my super closed loved ones. I'm not temperemental but like everyone else i have a way to vent my frustrations. some people have tested it and tasted the aftermath of it. some learn not to do it again, but then some are pretty much non chalant and chose to ignore the signs. i dun really voice it out so much unless i'm really pissed about it. so much so, i become sarcastic and make sure that the person gets my message across.
speaking of that, i am not vengeful. i used to be... but then i realised that why must i turn myself into someone i don't want to turn myself into. like how cliche it might sound 'life is like photography, u gotta turn the negatives to the positives'. i guess i act like a sponge most of the time and absorb it as it is. then i'll release it bit by bit and hopefully i could use everything negative that's happened to and move on, treating it as a little rock in my so called life.
patience.... something i have to live with and perhaps everyone around me could do the same... or perhaps just top it up and soak it up.
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