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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
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life as it is.... the whinings of a misfit in the human organised structure.
::jufFeNder | | 9/19/2007 05:35:00 AM |
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i haven been running as often as i did lately. beginning to feel fat even though the fasting period kicked in a few days back. i'm pissed and that's why i'm not asleep yet. just the way my life's been going on lately. the lethargic feeling is overwhelming. i'm not feeling superficial but i really need to have a slight tweak in my life soon. and i need to get it done by doing the first but the hardest thing that needs to be done.... which is.... getting started....
ok first thing... i gotta get my running and exercise schedule up and running. i need to gear up and start running again. my shoe's wearing out and i wanna start on having a punching bag at home. like literally drill it up onto the ceiling and do some kicking and punching when the weather's sucky or when i just feel like letting out some frustration.
work's been a bummer and with the fasting season kicked in, i find it hard to find the time and spare the energy to start running again. after night shift, well that would mean that i have to somehow find the reserve energy in me from the early morning breakfast and start to pick up the pace for somehow a short run perhaps.... before night shift sounds practical. so after running i could just wash up at work and prepare to break the fast before starting shift. but then again, i'd be beat by three in the morning and that ain't good. so the last resort for running would be down to my first and second off days. and evening after asar sounds good too. that is if i don't have much plans or i'm not too drowned or having a hangover from sleep.
so in conclusion for exercise.... options for keeping fit would be....
1. run on the first and second off.... evening time....
2. run before night shift if possible and carry on from there..... and if there's energy left in me... carry on with suggestion one...
3. get a punching bag if the finances permit and start from there...
alrighty as for work wise... they got me nominated for this internal publications thing but i'm ok with it cos i think it'll keep me occupied with something other than just work as it is. but the thing is that it'll be treated like some kind of CCA so everything will boil down to the time i'll have before or after shift or even on my off days, which is not plenty.
i really don't wish to have my life revolving around work and to have my free time being polluted by it kinda suck too. i still wanna spend time with my family and my fiancee, with friends being last on the 'time ration' list. trying to keep fit is also a time consuming factor unless i can drag my fiancee into it. so that'll be like killing two birds with one stone. but then again, exercising is not the only way to spend time together. there's still other things like taking a walk together.... chilling out and just have a good long talk just like before.... 'window shopping'.... catching a movie... planning the next big move.... and things like that.
so why does time have to be on a 24hr basis... can't i bargain for more or at least have shorter working hours and more leisure days so that the work life balance is balanced. then again, i'm only human and a slave to this huge human life structure which is turning me into a lifeless, time constricted thing. so i can't ask for much and make do with what i have or what i've been given so to speak. such is.... life....
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