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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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brain wreck
::jufFeNder | | 1/24/2007 12:49:00 PM |
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i'm tired.... physically i think i'm partially drained. kinda like dragging my feet to do what i have to do to remain standing. my off days are burnt due to deployments all around and i spend my morning to afternoon after night shifts training; running and hitting the gym, though not much mass is pounding itself on me. but then again, i just wanna remain fit and healthy.
well work has been on the ups and downs. there's been a manpower movement hitting all the teams with almost everyone goin somewhere and experiencing something new. new faces adds on to the teams and some old faces in different teams and so on so forth. so that remains a question to whether all is well and gelled together. a task on our hands. well the team sees some strong figures goin out and the addition of some time bombs and it really disorientates the harmony of the team. but then again, it's work. it's up to individuals to make a team work together. key word is ATTITUDE. without it, shit man, nothing works.
i'm abt to finish my driving course [after so loooong] but hell the TP's in June so that's a major bummer. kick ass dates. somehow dampen my spirit to wait for a test that long with just a few lessons to go. so what the hell. should i wait for work? or should i just whack the bugger? we'll see. i'm in no rush to get a car cos i've got other priorities to settle.
talking abt other priorities.... i've got major things to think abt....
1) a house - resale or built to order flats. well in this case, resale flats come in already developed estates and that's good due to the amneties and convenience. but yeah it comes with a price. the built to order flats are so called within means however the houses would be ready in 2009 [just in line and time with the function] but like all newly built houses, there'll be lack of public transportation, the shops and amneties could be quite far and so on so forth, but then again, it's considerably cheap. so i gotta think about that. and the last thing abt houses is.... location...?
2) the function - with all the buzz and word going around, it's just practical to think abt what's gonna happen in the future. the functions gonna be one where friends and family gather on a day when i'm the king. but all that will come with the king having to come up with the preparations and input moolah into making it happen. so saving up is important. funny how i gotta scrimp and save for every little penny i have to make this work, then again, i'm no millionaire. haah.
3) the future - this is the most important task to think abt. what happens after everything. it's the beginning to the ending of a phase. and the future is not one to be meddled with. you screw the foundation, you rock the whole existance of a future. so getting the whole thing right in the beginning is a must. planning and executing the future is also a handy ongoing task. but i believe in commitment and coorperation between spouses. love will guide the way. cheers to that.
big big issues huh....
i'll slowly think abt it....
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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back from the dead.... living...
::jufFeNder | | 1/02/2007 03:48:00 PM |
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i am still alive....
the date states 02 Jan 07. we're into 07 already ey... anyway, sorry for not updating. i've been living on a tight scehdule and shifting from here to there. oh well, i've just shifted or in other words still in transition from moving from my rented place to my new house a couple of blocks away. yeah i've moved from my nest back in yishun to admiralty. a change in everything i guess.
my rented place is on the same block as dearest. so yeah i get to see her everyday and that's good. we've been catching up on joggin, eating breakfast together and even sharin the same lift together. it's pretty weird at first but i got used to it. missed my old house but you know life has got to move on. anyway i still haven finished shifting yet, boxes and boxes are still stacked high at the rented place. gonna still be busy these few days or weeks.
ok, december. let's see what happened. i came back from a 3 weeks course dragging my feet to work but then the TL changed and eveything started falling into place and i'm taking each day as it comes. i guess i'm more accustomed to the ground now, not complacent, but still learning. i guess nothi'ng's worth being complacent about.
my birthday this year was a mixture of weird stuffs... hunny sent me a 16 piece cupcake straight to my doorstep. lovely. we went out the day after, right after my night shift. in any case i shall not talk about it. it's between us.... and yeah a bigger surprise awaits, i guess the only people who knew abt it is my family, my best bud james, her family and her best bud as well... whatever i'm saying are little stepping stones to what lies ahead. i guess there's so much to prepare for but we're already getting a kickstart. i'll try to fit in the big picture for you guys in months to come.
ok short and sweet... new year, new resolutions... hmmmm... i hate this cos i can't seem to accomplish my resolutions and wishes from previous years. so this year let's just keep it achievable.
resolutions and wishes... ehem ehem...
1) i wanna stay healthy, happy and fighting fit
- try not to fall sick and get MCs and stuff like that for little little things.
- maintain silver or at least get my gold status back for IPPT.
2) i wanna settle down a little bit more in life and not float around like i did past year.
- get a ring secure first movement.
- focus on work and be more enthusiastic abt it. get a transfer to a better place perhaps?
3) remain cool about eveything else.
haah, simple? yeah easier said than done. but anyway try lah ah. alright. i'll fill you guys up later on more things to come. i'll try to fix the tag board as well... cheers!
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