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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
okay.... so how's everybody doing? good? no good? well whatever it is, i just hope everyone's fine. well i know i am. sorta.
oh well, CNY came and gone. all those 4 days of leave, where had they gone to? holidays these days just don't seem the same. they're not as long or as productive as yesteryears... i remembered spending my time chillin, goin fishing back when we had long long holidays. but somehow i just can't figure out what i've been doing with the holidays these days. maybe it's because i've grown older [a quarter centurion to be exact] or maybe it's because of the priorities and commitments i have at hand. i don't miss long holidays, but these days i think i know why they feel shorter. i'm just growing old...
i have 4 months and counting left before i leave the big 'B' behind and welcome the big 'W' into my life. i actually can't wait for that to happen. it's like we've been planning on so many things and now we just have to wait for it to actually happen. the house has been erected all the way up. they're only left with the final installation of the water tank and laying out the flooring and what nots. so i really hope that they'd be ready by May. that's like yeah 4 months from now too. so big things coming in hand in hand. can't wait, and yes, gotta save up a lot more too.
work these days have not been too pleasing on the other hand. there's a very fine line to my passion and work as it is. i love doing what i'm doing, but somehow it's feeling more like 'work' to me these days. maybe because when you get stuck doing what you love doing for a long time, you somehow will get sick of it. and yeah, with the management trying to blend a little bit of worklife with personal life, the voice of the rebel in me is growing ever much stronger. i really believe that work is work and life is life. the phrase work life balance is absolute nonsense.
i'm trying to figure out ways as to how i can reignite previous driving forces and push myself a little further than where i am now, physically and mentally. all these while balancing that thought of wedding preparations. that i need to boost spiritually and mentally too.
i really wonder what i'll be doing 10 years from now. i really do. i asked myself that question quite a few times and somehow, i've not come up with an ultimate answer. they always start with 'maybe'. well, maybe i should try to get a definite answer. not now, but maybe when the future unravels itself in the days to come.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
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i don't have any new year's resolution
::jufFeNder | | 1/03/2009 03:36:00 PM |
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i don't believe in new year's resolution. they bog me down. but really, if you have a new year's resolution, it just means that you have not done something in your life and you want to achieve that in the coming year. i don't need that. why? cos i have a lot of things that i want to accomplish in life. not just for this year, but for... ever...
i'm getting married this year and that's the priority. i have the house to think about. the furnitures that comes with it. family after that.... work which has always been a bummer in the past year. i have almost everything in the list. so if i were to make a resolution, it would be resolutionS.... and the list will probably be called 'resolutions for the next 5 years' or so...
anyway, i was told to go back to work today to finish up 'my' work in which i have already done so. and thus, the rebel in me says "#@%$ it i'm not going back". hell no after i've worked past mid-night yesterday and more so to be done this coming week starting monday. so what the heck. i need my rest. i'll be back on monday.
it's a shitty way to kick off the new year. at least i spent it in front of the comp playing championship manager while people were counting down to a 'brand new year'. everything feels the same to me though. okay, enough of my daily rants... you guys enjoy the new year ahead while i continue to work hard.
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