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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
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back on track for now.....
::jufFeNder | | 1/25/2006 02:04:00 PM |
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*cough*cough* been a while since i updated. pheewww, look at the cobwebs. oh well i have a perfectly good reason to back up my absence. the keyboard on my laptop ain't functioning. so i'm stuck using my sis' comp instead. while she's in school that is. or else she'd be the one hogging this piece of outdated machine.
anyway, life's been so far so good somehow. i'm adapting to life doing shift work and being hacked down by others who loves to make use of that little puny arrows and crabs on their shoulders. but it's fine. i'll let them have their time. but yeah otherwise work's good. at least i earned my first paycheck and made good use of it. saving half of it for the future. the only thing i bought with my pay so far is..... eerrrrmmm lemme see.... ok i settled my bills, paid my bike fee, gave my mum a sum, saved and hold the rest for my daily spendings. whoa, i haven bought anything! wait! i did bought something!!
Tadaa!! actually i just splurged on CDs. HMV was having this clearout thingy and i found the cds that i wanna get for quite a while now.
The All-American Rejects' new album - move along
and....
Finch - Say Hello to Sunshine
so far so good huh? well i like the all american rejects better. they have that alternative feel and it suits me just nice just like Taking Back Sunday.
Here's the lyrics to one of their songs called Straitjacket Feeling. Super great track with that mellow feel but yet it sounds good. check it out if you guys wanna know what i mean. i only recommend the best. haah.
"Straitjacket Feeling"
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
maybe when my laptop's back online then i'll upload the song up and yes jayson, pass you the songs that we've recorded back in the hideout.
and yes, hunny got a new camera, in which i'm trying so hard to contain my jealousy but yeah i got to try it out. pretty cool piece of gadget. haaah but yeah she's a great photographer. so the camera complements her just fine. :]
us on those little getaways we get on when we have the time to spare.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
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living contradictions....
::jufFeNder | | 1/07/2006 11:42:00 AM |
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and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's meant to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
GOO GOO DOLLS :: IRIS
and once again i type after a long absence. well that's life isn't it. my life that is. a bit busy nowadays. well not really. hmmm contradicting isn't it? yes it is.
alrighty, i'm starting to work hard in establishing my base and learning the basic ropes but yeah definitely there are some obstacles. like pple who think they know too much to share. and some who's got brains growing on their shoulders....
but yeah i'm enduring and when my supervisor came talking to me, i think that's bad cos they know that i've got much more to prove than what i'm proving now. my reason is simple. i'm not making up any but i'm being upfront. some pple just have lack of ambition. i'm finding the fingertip few who are almost sharing the same ambitions as i am. we're chasing the rank by doing things right. while some just can't be bothered to share the common goal but just stick to their own goddamn quota. disappointed? a bit. but it'll spur me on and not be like em. thanx to those who believe in me. i'll not let you down....
Sunday, January 01, 2006
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looking back on today
::jufFeNder | | 1/01/2006 12:20:00 PM |
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so the new yr's already in and 2005 is way last year. pretty fast where things are goin huh? so like everybody's doin, let's do a little re-kept of what happened back then in the good ol' 05.
but then again, i'm feeling so lazy to type out the major events. hmmmmmm..... let's just sum it up shall we?
alrighty major happenings of the good ol' 05
- phuket trip earlier in the year to see loads of dead bodies and brought home souvenirs in the form of scents for the dead.
- went on a workaholic period. days ranged from 0900hrs to 2300hrs.
- fell in love again... and this time for real... thank you dear for loving me for who i am and not who others want me to be.
- ORD oh!!! sept 22nd. thanx for the memories...
- formation of edition 3 with jayson and janson, only to be added by a new member, my bro later in the year.
- decided to sign on to the police force with an exception that i won't be holding on to my senior officer's rank.
so the year 2005 summed up as a year of major decisions. where i wanted to go in my life. people whom i choose to be with and people whom i choose to let go. my career path and where i want to be in the coming years.
i knew my choices affected some or in fact, many. cos sometimes my decisions isn't just for my own benefit but i felt that it's also best for others. 2005 had been a trial period for me. in fact it's the toughest year i've had to face so far. with so many things that i had to consider and my course of actions that followed afterwards paved the way that i'm gonna walk down.
'your actions today pave the way for your route tomorrow'
my resolutions for 2006 are simple....
1. be happy
2. be who i need to be
3. be strong inside
4. persevere on to achieve what i want to achieve
5. strive not to equal but to excel
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