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Saturday, April 17, 2004
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a little something for someone i guess...
::jufFeNder | | 4/17/2004 08:01:00 PM |
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well, i'm supposed to write a little somethin abt my week but i'll not do tt this time. cos it's just filled with seminars and little blow-ups and such. but hell everything seems the same. but i'wanna write something now. cos during the first 2 days of the week i took out my sketch cum thoughts book and wrote a few things. but i didn't bring the book home but still i wanna write something now.... just wanna empty my thoughts a lil.... hope u guys dun mind...
i saw a white phoenix flew by
untouched, unfaltered....
flawless.... she just glided through the sky
just her presence alone had left me stoned
with my knees pegged to the ground
praying that she won't leave me alone....
gloriously, the white phoenix settled down in grace
without any sound, with the silence accompanied by the haze...
but all i could do is stare
with this avalanche of questions
i just hope for her to notice that i'm there...
i started saying a silent prayer
in my heart i asked God...
"Please bring her nearer..."
but i know it's all just a vivid fantasy
for i'm actually blind
living in a world where my heart lies bleeding... cruel reality
in my mind there'll still be the white phoenix
for she had kept me going
blinded or not, my heart will be hers to fix....
just another view of thought from my empty mind......
Saturday, April 10, 2004
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whole week at a stretch...
::jufFeNder | | 4/10/2004 01:32:00 PM |
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a whole week of gaining fats... nice....
well let's see wat i did on monday....oh yah, the new junior OCTs just came in fresh from tekong. bunch of JC students with excellent study results i think..... but hell, wits dun matter here. had dojo practice for the junior's parents visiting day.... we had to come up with a new range of sequence for this one. so, mabel, who was in charge of the whole thing was put to work. so there was the hiaks and 'move back sir' kinda thing. but we got to use the new t-batons for the performance. but before tt, we had our criminal investigations exam. i think i can do it but not to the best of answers cos the mental block came to visit. but just managed to go thru it.... yeah tt's all i can think of on monday.
tuesday was provost day.... yeah i was scheduled with some of the fiercest pple in OCT2. sharil was one of em. together with alvin and shahidir, we formed the provost on tuesday. sharil was on high tempo as usual. scolding everything in his sight. cool man. but hell, we sure made our presence felt on tt day. went for rounds and such after the tour of mess duty. but we still have to make sure that everything was fine. so i confiscated several chargers and such. as they say...."you mess with the best, die like the rest"
and wednesday... was our walk out day... after a day with the juniors and getting to know them better, i walked out with the rest and bought several goodies for them as they had to stay in.... but they're always suspicious abt everything and it's like when you do something nice to them, there's always somethin bad in return.... how true... hehehe.... well Ray prepared a TURNOUT for em early in the morn. and i was in the first wave wic wld be incharge of the changing parade. so at 0130 hrs on the thursday morn, there i was knocking on their doors and asking them to wake up and change into their full uniform, PT kit and back to full uniform again.... warmed them up for wat's abt to come. not tt they had expected it or anything, but the second wave hit them at 0430 hrs, and they had to gear up and go for a run around PA. but i was sound asleep by then. hawhwahhahahah.... well at least i experienced wat they had experienced tt day... not so bad....
yeah but thursday, we did have a junior's welcoming party to 'redeem' ourselves... neh not really.... just hangin out with the juniors to build the rapport. and out of the blue i had to put up an item with Ray and shahidir.... we did a short version of the reason by hoobastank [the song tt's playing now]. it was nice if i had not forgotten the lyrics!!! hwhwahwahahahhaah... screwed up a bit.... but still quite ok when it was all last minute. and after all the performance... i did get to go home.
friday morn... well i was awaken at ard 0300 hrs by the message tone. it was narz askin whether i cls make it for the CCHB concert later in the evening. and considering i had to walk in by 2300 hrs.... i thought.. why not.... so i had this concert to go to. and i was planning on wat to wear. then it just hit me. i dun have to think cos i have to wear my uniform to the concert and after that head back to camp. so when i reached Victoria Concert Hall tt evening, it seems like everyone was staring at me.... it might seem to be tt everyone was thinkin "wat the hell... why so formal??" .... if they were to ask me that, i wld have said.."do i have a choice??" but still it's been a while since i last went to a concert and come to think of it i still have my music appreciation values. not like that pple behind and infront of me. they're commenting on every shit there was. and talking while the music was played.... damn horses!! but overall it was ok though i thought that they cld have chose a nicer concert piece to lighten up the evening. u know, those swinging and rockin tunes.... yeah one or two wld be enough.... but i guess it's nice cos i got to see her all over again. skipped a beat or 2 in my heart but chose to remain cool abt it. oh well anyway... left the place at ard 9+ to 10 or so and head back to TRACOM.
and today wic is saturday, i had the t-baton thingy over and done with but was informed that we'll be needed again when the commissioner of Nepal comes to visit. the warrior is never off duty but always on standby to be called upon again.... just wanna relax for today... and knowing my cousin will be comin later i guess. the noisy one... so how to sleep?? hmmmm....
Saturday, April 03, 2004
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it was supposed to be yesterday....
::jufFeNder | | 4/03/2004 04:35:00 PM |
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but today wun be tt late rite??? HAPPY B'DAY DAD!! so now wat? 51? nice.... was late to wish him happy b'day but still i'd wish him nonetheless. anyway, my dad turned 51 yesterday but we're holding the celebration today cos i was still in camp yesterday. bought him a cake, some tidbits and errrmmm tt's all? ya lah... can't expect me to buy him a car rite? sheesh anyway, he still seem to take it like any other day. but if the cakes and the tidbits make him happy then so be it. only for today!! gotta watch ur diet dad.... so happy 51st b'day once again.
ok... so another week of my life wrapped up in a summary. was supposed to have my CI test this week but they postponed it to monday. wic is this monday. and my SOC was also postponed cos they thought we were havin the exam the following day. how dumb!! screw ups.... so as they say..."assumption is the mother of all screw ups" so i wun assume if there is a test anymore or not. all i have to do is be prepared for it. so i gotta train hard, work smart and be who i can be these last few laps.
anyway, it was still fun in camp.... oh yah... by the way, lionel lewis, the singapore goalie had signed on with the police force and now undergoin training there as a regular. hahaha... coincidence... u know wat's more coincidental? 2 of his squadmates are actually my frens. sunari and lin. yeah they're female regulars. cool stuff. and the other day, FI yusman challenged my squad to a game of soccer. so in my thoughts, all i have to do is beat the goalie.... nit easy when the goalie is LIONEL!! but hell we went on with the game anyhow. i was positioned to play forward with melvin up front. so tt was cool. but still tt giant of a keeper was a main challenge to all man! his goal kicks were like.... whoaaaa.... i cld only stand there and stare as the ball floated all the way to the defence. damn!! or so i thought. anyway, they opened the score first. but we had the might and the calibur and i knew deep down we can screw them. so they were like all out defence after the goal. but still, jufFerneSs is the man!! hahahaha... well it was a through ball by firdaus... and i just chipped it over the giant keeper. and there u go... the equaliser!! wooohooo. soon lionel might wanna find a new challenge, so he swapped with his team mate to play as a player. and almost the ending of the match, mulya just whacked one past the substitute goalie's hands... so there we have it... 2-1 the final score. great memory though putting one past the national keeper after he stopped so many of our shots. congrats to the team and the opposition for playing such great football. AWESOME!!
the rest of the week was quite slacking... well anyway, it's kinda confirmed that the squad will be involved in the police day parade this coming JUNE.... so tt'll be one to look forward to. cos i'll be in the guards of honour contingent. so tt rocks!! hope most of my frens can make it somehow and just chill on the police day parade.... and there's a police week carnival too. got $20 worth of coupons... anyone wants?? cos i wun be spending it. any takers? hehe... oh well just gotta chill and just hope for the best in the upcoming week.... so pple... rock on...
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